Colbie's confidence....

I'm sorry,
I don't had a heart of gold.
And that is ur favorite.

I don't like 
u haughtily to condemn me.
Just like u're so sacrosanct,
and I' m so servile.
Everything u talk about are truth.
How true?
I believe I'm able to tell the true from the false.
I believe u are able to tell the true from the false.
But, Our true and false are upside down.

Heartache in my mind everyday,
Every momrnt,
Everytime I see some thing about u,
Every night we hand off the phone.

There is a gulf,
gulf has developed between us.
Just nobody want recognize.

I recognized that I had made a mistake,
a lot of mistake.
And u？
Do u ever admit to feeling ashamed of ur conduct？